Life…

Grey clouds

Light shines

Still waters

Uncovering
Unveiling

Peaceful

Questioning

Challenging 
That inner strength

That meaning

Purpose

Is not 

Tangible
I reach out 

In the thin

It is not 

Reachable
Pain

No meaning

Clarity and Confusion

Seems to blend
Peace 

Hope

Ashes 

Flames

Blue skies

Drained
Shallow deep

Confusion speaks

Terror fear

Understanding 

Dispair
Holding on 

To the song of joy

Of peace 

I held onto 

From before
Remembering 

I have only one 

Higher power

Who is all knowing

Not human
Its times like this 

I take out my violin

Play strings 

And cords

Feel my soul
Play the four stanzas 

Feel the holiness

Enter my room

Enter my apartment

Filling the void

Like a vaccume
I bless you all

With peace

Joy

Love

Happiness

Light

Serenity
Amen!

Trusting G-d

Dear G-d,
I know your with me

Right now

And always
I know you’d 

Be here 

To wipe my tears

To calm my fears

You are here always

I just don’t feel you

Always

Your gentle 

Presence

Pain 

Is sharper

Sometimes

Then my knowledge

Of you

But I am determined

To hold on

To my trust

In you Oh G-d

I will let go

And let you 

Fix the world

Run it 

In the way 

You’ve done so 

Well 

Till now

Peace

Search For Clarity 

G-d 

Play those tapes

Shape 

My soul

Write your script

And let you players

Fill your molds

Let your angles sing

In despair

Hovering over 

Where here
Let me cut the rope

Of control

Let go 

Of the thoughts

The fears

Of getting hurt
Let my dreams 

Drive me

Fill me with life
Let the truth lie

Within the depths 

Of my soul

Goals be filled 

With everlasting 

Sweetness

Vision

Reality

Toil

Sensitivity 
Let me morn 

And move on

Let me make mistakes

And get stronger
Live lighter

Unhook from problems 

And solve mysteries

Challenges
Let my soul 

Crave knowledge of your will

Oh G-d
Let my soul thirst 

For you

Thirsting for knowledge

For humility

To see your 

Truth

Your grace

Your hand 

Holding me 

Even when inside 

I feel so alone

When I feel like

The world 

Is against me

Like my efforts 

Go into a empty void

Oh G-d 

Its your world

I am doing 

Your mission

So give me strength

To do the task

You gave me

 

 

Good Life

Summer

Makes my eyes shine

The sun 

Brings me happiness

It gives me

Freedom

To run in the grass

Climb those trees

Ride my bike

Paddle my boat

I miss you summer

I cant wait for you to be back
Now back to the cold

I guess I can do some Journaling

And painting

And play my piano

And violin

And dance

To my fav music

And spend time with 

My good friends and 

Loving family
So much good 

In my life:-)

New poetry video

​Yippee! I made a video of me reading my unity (3 weeks) poem with expression and rythym:-)
Link to video: https://youtu.be/V5bQF4IpXZA
Now is the the 3 weeks which many years ago the Holy Temple was being destroyed so I try not to listen to music but it’s really hard for me. I tried to express in this poem how I feel often in the 3 weeks.
Unity
Music is my Oxygen,

It’s like my blood,

Pumps my heart,

It’s my love
So the lack 

There of 

At this time 

So long
It pushes me 

Backwards 

As I lean forward now

I see the world
I see it dry

I see it cold

How different 

Untold 
It’s what I’ll sacrifice 

For the pain

The mourning 

Of my ancestors 
It’s how I look 

Into myself 

And feel 

The destruction
And though 

You may not know 

What I’m saying
It’s the Holy Temple

Which was burning 

In flames

Ashes 
Three weeks 

It all took

While the world shook
G-d’s home

Below

Was gone

None to show
Just deep pain 

And shock 

So many slain
And some say 

The trigger was

Lack of unity

Lack of love
So let’s hold hands

Lets proclaim 

We will unite

And sanctify

G-d’s holy name
We will hold strong

And sing this song

Of unity and love

Just because
To fill the void

The pain

Un-named

Amen

To heal a broken heart

My delicate heart
Is broken
It feels like a sord
Stabed it
Now broken

Why do hearts feel
Oh so delicate
Why does pain last long
And deep

Whats the point of
Love

Or hate
I don’t get it

I’m loosing my balance

I need to refocus
Is this really a reflection
Of the soul yearning
For a G-dly connection?

What it all for?
Now I have to learn
To listen to my soul
To understand
The hurt

Theres a verse
‘my soul thirsts for you oh G-d’
Though I can’t belive this is just a taste
Or is it a waste
Cause being hurt
Realy is unpleasant

I will never fully
Get it
Never fully understand
My G-ds
Master plan
Though I need to hold on tight
Even when my tears are
Pouring through the night

That life gets better
Good things don’t allways last forever
The only one I can really rely on
Is my G-d
Though confusing at times
G-d will be mine
Forever

I send my love to all those
Who live with pain from
A broken heart

I bless you to find
Peace
Love
Meaning
Strength
To move on
To accept
Life
As it is

Your soul will shine
Through this tough time
Just be true to yourself
And no one else

Your heart will heal
Though it seems impossible
Now
You will be ok
Somehow

Hold on
Strong
To trust in G-d
He created you
He will heal you
And be there for you
Allways