A poem in honor of my Hebrew birthday:-)

BH (Bless G-D)

Hi Followers! I have been writing more vulnerable poetry recently that I didn’t feel comfortable publishing…that’s why I haven’t posted poetry in a while. (See my utube channel for some videos from the past few months open mics, https://youtu.be/r9SwWCXPQeU)

My birthday is tomorrow.
I wrote this last week to post on my birthday but realized it will be to busy tomorrow so I’m posting it today.

Here is the poem:

It’s my Hebrew birthday today
I am planning a party
I feel lucky
And grateful

This day
In the book of
Esther (9;8/8;9 I think)
Is considered
Holy and special

A day we can
Make decrees
A day
G-d
listens more then usual

Please
Use your words today
For the good
Give blessings
Say positive
Things:-)

So much has happened this year
So much growth
Pain
Feelings
Euphoria
Happiness

To my friends and family
New and old
Thank You for being there
Thank you for growing
With me

Thank you for encouraging me
For your ongoing support
And kindness
For your love
I am grateful for that.

A birthday is a special occasion
A time that I like to give blessings.
I pray to be a vessel
To bring blessings
Into this world

I want to bless you all
To have happiness
Success
Serenity
Peace

To be able to
Count your blessings
And be overwhelmed by
The abundance
And use it
To help others

I want to bless you
With wisdom
With courage
With resilience
With strength
With clarity

The ability to see
The big picture
And change
Ur perspectives to be more positive

To see
Soul
See the positive
In others
As well as their pain

Learn to listen and be
Sensitive to others
To be trustworthy
And caring
And a great leader

To all of your wants
And needs
You should get them
Answered

Amen!

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A poem in honor of national coming out day :-)

I added this Asexual flag themed pride frame in honor of National Coming Out Day:-) which is October 11
For all those of you

My Brothers and sisters

On the LGBTQIA+ spectrum
To those of you who are

Afraid and scared,

Terrified,

Confused,

Misunderstood,

Hurt, 

And abused.
I send you strength,

Caurage.

To find your way

To find peace

Clarity

And happiness:-) 
I love you all

Stay strong! 

It gets better!

Today

Life isn’t easy

But there’s always a way 

to bring light into your life.
There’s always

a way to get through anything.
There’s always light 

at the end of Dark tunnels. 
There’s the Almighty that we trust

That present feeling

That we must focus on
Getting stuck in the past or the future is never a good idea
Then you keep missing the present moments
Those moments that you can create into the best moments of your life
There’s the moment you get up in the morning 

and you tell yourself 

today will be the best day of my life 
today I will be present 

I will focus

I will choose to be happy

Today I will have faith
I will try to overcome my fears

Today is priceless 

What I do with it is my choice.

Life…

Grey clouds

Light shines

Still waters

Uncovering
Unveiling

Peaceful

Questioning

Challenging 
That inner strength

That meaning

Purpose

Is not 

Tangible
I reach out 

In the thin

It is not 

Reachable
Pain

No meaning

Clarity and Confusion

Seems to blend
Peace 

Hope

Ashes 

Flames

Blue skies

Drained
Shallow deep

Confusion speaks

Terror fear

Understanding 

Dispair
Holding on 

To the song of joy

Of peace 

I held onto 

From before
Remembering 

I have only one 

Higher power

Who is all knowing

Not human
Its times like this 

I take out my violin

Play strings 

And cords

Feel my soul
Play the four stanzas 

Feel the holiness

Enter my room

Enter my apartment

Filling the void

Like a vaccume
I bless you all

With peace

Joy

Love

Happiness

Light

Serenity
Amen!

Trusting G-d

Dear G-d,
I know your with me

Right now

And always
I know you’d 

Be here 

To wipe my tears

To calm my fears

You are here always

I just don’t feel you

Always

Your gentle 

Presence

Pain 

Is sharper

Sometimes

Then my knowledge

Of you

But I am determined

To hold on

To my trust

In you Oh G-d

I will let go

And let you 

Fix the world

Run it 

In the way 

You’ve done so 

Well 

Till now

Peace

Search For Clarity 

G-d 

Play those tapes

Shape 

My soul
Write your script

And let you players

Fill your molds
Let your angels sing

In despair

Hovering over 

Where here
Let me cut the rope

Of control

Let go 

Of the thoughts

The fears

Of getting hurt
Let my dreams 

Drive me

Fill me with life
Let the truth lie

Within the depths 

Of my soul
Goals be filled 

With everlasting 

Sweetness
Vision

Reality

Toil

Sensitivity 
Let me mourn 

And move on

Let me make mistakes

And get stronger
Live lighter

Unhook from problems 

And solve mysteries

Challenges
Let my soul 

Crave knowledge of your will

Oh G-d
Let my soul thirst 

For you

Thirsting for knowledge

For humility

To see your 

Truth

Your grace
Your hand 

Holding me 

Even when inside 

I feel so alone

When I feel like

The world 

Is against me
Like my efforts 

Go into an empty void

Oh G-d 

It’s your world

I am doing 

Your mission

So give me strength

To do the task

You gave me

Good Life

Summer

Makes my eyes shine

The sun 

Brings me happiness

It gives me

Freedom

To run in the grass

Climb those trees

Ride my bike

Paddle my boat

I miss you summer

I cant wait for you to be back
Now back to the cold

I guess I can do some Journaling

And painting

And play my piano

And violin

And dance

To my fav music

And spend time with 

My good friends and 

Loving family
So much good 

In my life:-)